The hungry human

Humans have descended so deeply into the realm of creation that they suddenly gain awareness in a world of animals. They entered it from the underside of a woman. Did they not dive head first into the center of Mother Earth? They certainly have not come forth from their father's bosom as they would want to believe. No one likes to see that a human begins his life in a state of persion and journeys continuously deeper into its realms. Humankind as a whole is doomed and will remain so because it has the same drive as the animal to survive in it. How many have ever become aware of their hobbile condition? Just to the contrary, humans don't want to see themselves as a symbol of an excrement and thereby they lose all sensing for a higher reality of life.

Men and women have forgotten that they came from a higher world. They do not know what they are supposed to be doing here on Earth, nor are they going to know what will happen when they lose their bodies. To find out that they alone are responsible for their life must remain hidden because it would expose their hatred for God. Instead they invented a god of infinite love who forgives them for all their wrong without having made correction. An all loving God lets them go on with their life in a doomed universe of space and time.

Men as well as women have chosen to serve a lower nature in themselves. They believe that they must get their sustenance from a visible world. But it came as a suggestion from an evil source through the mouth of a woman who enticed the man to eat a material substance. And as he obeyed he became that lost human being he is today.

The lower realm of creation has the existence of death. It gives power to good and bad emotions, it requires a need for food, a desire to procreate and to build an identity of Self. Unconsciously remains the knowledge that all this is a fake existence and the result is fear of death.

Why have people forgotten to see all this and why does rage come up whenever they are reminded of what they are doing? It started far back in Eden of Immortality where history tells of the first man who disobeyed God by eating the food of the woman. This fatal decision became his death. Now people hide their guilt with an expression of rage whenever they are reminded of it.

There exists a knowledge from ancient scripture, that is not yet emasculated. Adam had made a wrong choice as he decided to feel lonely. He grew an evil (Eve) nature inside himself which came in existence as his lower body. It began at his lowest rib and is represented in his emotions, his need for food, his capacity for procreation, his urge to socialize, move around, play with matter and make a secure home for himself. Adam escaped into Eve. Eventually he will have to live a life as a woman who is caught entirely inside the lower body.

The woman began her life as man fell out of himself. She lends herself as the mouthpiece of the serpent force. Mother Earth's nature is fame in design and when human kind enters into it, it becomes endowed with the spirit of female. The male is entangled with woman through mother, daughter, mistress and wife and thereby is turning into a female himself. The law says that one becomes what one loves.

Man's Odyssey into a woman's body tells of a journey that leads to greater dependencies with every incarnation. Soon there is no more strength to turn around and one is doomed to enter the animal and plant kingdoms.

Why does Mankind suppress the knowledge of how to get out of his trap? Because it already is on the side of the female, and all of its life is dominated by the serpent force. Every individual had been bonded to it at birth. As long as a man looks to the woman he will not see his doomed existence.

One of the deepest imprints on a human brain is pain when experienced in the infant stage. That determines what his future life will be, because it has cut grooves into the brain and later as a man, he cannot get out of them whenever he thinks and feels. So it comes that early experiences act up throughout all of man's life. Although at birth one came with a freshly impressionable mind, it has hardened with the growth of the body. The process is similar to a concrete slab when a footprint is made uponi it, and which later cannot be erased. All early pain, fear, witholds of physical needs are unerasable in the grown up stage and one falls into them whenever an outer experience passes by. A human has reacted to pain with his physical system before he could scream, he screamed before he could speak and spoke before he could communicate. Early pain has been spilling over from one system to the next and did its damage. It has produced a malfunctioning entity. Although a man may be knowing all this, he still stumbles and falls whenever he acts.

The higher world can be reawakened through the practice of self-observation. It will show the wrong direction taken and that it must be reversed. One becomes aware that all evil enters a human being from outside in the form of a hypnotic suggestion. It reigns the world but it cannot affect the one who awakens to a new direction that comes from inside. Only a hypnotized human obeys suggestions that come from outside. Therefore, the cause of all craving is a choice to eat from a world that has its foundation in a serpent's suggestion.

Are you inwardly our outwardly directed? There is a law that says: Whatever controls you will also comfort you. If you are outwardly direted, an outside world will support you. It will maintain you by giving you its life. Now you are controlled by this world's knowledge, by emotion, family and friends, by a need to diminate the environment and to become its ruler. Don't you see that all these are phantoms that have no substance at all? That they all came into existence in support of a rebellion against God's warning not to go into a certain direction?

It all began when Adam decided to disobey God. As a result he became aware of a lower creation of matter, energy, space and time. All this happened so very gradually that it veiled an awareness of it. Instead of instant death, humans are being slowly put to death. Awakening means to see all this. It brings and urge with it to totally reverse one's life. Wouldn't one take the hand out of the fire the moment one became aware of it?

In a physical universe, man has surrendered his life to emotionalism (food, sex, music, art, etc) and ego-manifestations, (family, business, prestige and ego-accomplishments). He clings to seeing himself as a successful leader of society. But depression and anger is continuing to molest him, so he resigns himself to a life that deadens the awareness of their existence.

To whatever you attack yourself affects you negatively; and the longer you live with it, the more it enforces its life on you. When at death it is torn away you only want it more. And that's what you get again. You defend your dependencies and believe that they are necessary for your existence. You do not want to find out that this is the animal life, instead you believe that your capability to think makes you different. Again and again you escape into a lower life. When you are told that this is not life you say, ``But everyone is the same as me!'' Don't fall for this lie because you can be different.

There is something about the guilt of disobedience that does not want to be seen and it put out with an escape into a lower world.

What is not known is that with the entrance into Earth everyone has taken the wrong direction. And they are channeling their guilt deeper into their bodies with wrong foods, wrong sex and a megalomanic ego.

So you were little and you were angry. Anger was not given to you, you brought it with you as you entered this Earth, but your parents punished you for expressing it. To escape from pain you suppressed your anger by channeling it inside your little body which later began to malfunction because of the damage it had done. Getting accepted and loved meant everything to you, so you bonded with your parents because you were incapable to change your nature at that time. You lived under the curse of childhood and had no other choice but to conform and become a social being. In your ignorance your drive to survive physically meant life to you because this world's love and acceptance was all you had left as a child and later you escaped your unconscious guilt by indulging in more food, more sex and more ego-acceptance.

Society encourages man to either suppress or express pain because it fears nothing more than to expose the cause of it. To discover that one is a ``God Hater'' is too much. Society's very essence is to glorify a visible world and for man to break away means death to his known life. He is bonded to it by those first imprints that were made as he entered Earth.

Earth's population consists of humans who fight for survival in a forever dying world. They traverse a road on which all falsehoods peregrinate. Humans consume their world with a hunger for ``new'' that reports gossips, accidents and intrigue. They are bound to a phantom life like a stunned animal is caught in the headlight beam of an oncoming car. If told of the dnager, they become very angry. They are driven to kill their souls and that's it.

If you are the one out of a multitude who has an awareness of danger, if you really see that you live in a very hazardous and menacing place inside and outside yourself, you will get out fast. Only that gives you back control over body, mind and emotion. They now become your tools for rescue. The whole of society will never know this. Psychiatry, psychology, politics, medicine, religious ministers are making you think you are alright as long as you believe in God. But that is not enough. They don't know anything about themselves and absolutely nothing about the fact that they are living in a dying world that takes everyone along into its abyss. Unconsciousness keeps on building healthy bodies, big families, romantic atmospheres, refined mental concepts, and sterile places. But now you know that all of this is deadly, you will escape.

O generations of vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come? -- Math